Mr. Stranger

Dear Mr. Stranger
you come into my life suddenly,,
you wrote a message on me with a surprising words, sentences
I dont know why, I just replied you with so confused
I dont know what to do, but it comes so naturally
we chatted and we find better way to get closer
we texted all the time
then why do I feel I'm so weak, I cant even go without mobile on my hands
you are a stranger, still a stranger for me
but why do I feel we have been know each other for a lifetime
why do we have so many common things in life
why do you are so real
we are so much far away
difference time but why do I feel you are near by my side?
but one thing. honestly I'm still feel so confused
untill you say "am I your man now?"

Lovobhia

Dear God,,
What should I do now?
why its so confusing, so messed up
what is excatly happened now?
am I wrong?
please I just want to know so I could make a plan what I am gonna do to fix it
before its going too far
to be honest, now I'll be careful with my feeling
but why you send them all into my life?
now everything feels like an audition
everybody shows their kindness
like they are flawless
so which one should I take?
are them all fake?
so where is the real one?
the honest one
its ridicolous... really and I hate being in love with so much hesitation on it......

Dear God

Dear God,
Did you hear me?
I just wanna say same with my last pray to you yesterday
did you save the good one for me?
is still there's one left for me?
just one I dont want two or more
you exactly know what happened nowadays
people going too far
far away from your rules
but I bet you I'm still follow those rules although I'm not like that preacher man
but I'm still hold my deen tight
I dont think the physical really important to me
but the inner side, thats really important
nowadays they look so much handsome, cool and so on
but what they did, what they have done, something that really far away with what appears
so I just turns off
I dont need something really perfect bcause I know it wont be perfect and never
what I'm looking for is something that is still pure and will always like that
the missing puzzle
you know something which is worth for me
you know that exactly God because you are my God :)
but somehow, I just want it soon
I just want you and hope you will answer my question and this request soon
may you reply it soon God
I'll wait here, and pray to you :)

Catch a light

Flying to the empty road
spreading wings, catch a light
there's no one, no one
I try to get through the crack of the wall
but I cant, Its too narrow
the light seems going far away
its too far away
I cant see anything, in this empty road
try to keep my wings balanced
sometimes the wind try to pull me down
but I keep my strength inside of me
and I'm survive
finally the angel come to me and stopped me
she says I have to stay here
she says I cant go forward to catch a light
because I already have it
inside of me

Nova - "Dindi" - Bossa Nova