Skinny Love ( inspired by skinny love - bon iver with revision by myself )

Come on skinny love what happened here?
you cut all the ropes and just let me fall
why why why .. why why why.. why why why??
your story is blank, fade by the wind
and I told you to be stronger
and I told you to be faithful
and I told you to balanced
and I told you to forget
and I told you to stay
and when a morning I'll be with you
it could be the different kind
cause when I hold the tickets , you'll owning all the fines
come on skinny love what happened here?
are you play this game for me and where is truth?
why why why.. why why why.. why why why?
Love is full of fake and why it so real
who will love you?
who will fight?
who will wait for forever?
and who will fall far behind?

Mr. False Pretense (again)

Hi Mr. False pretense, long time no chat
Nowadays I saw you talk too much
like you forget all the good shits you made
but it doesnt matter its, ok
I simply just say I'm sorry for bothering you lately with (over) attention I've given to you
Maybe I was over..
for the return you have give me 'sorry' and I though its not sorry but it means Goodbye
It doesnt matter its ok
but what I was regret is why dont you say before
before I got through with this drama
before you were like an angel then turns into the devil
before everything goes too much
why dont you said that,, why you said that now
but it doesnt matter its ok
now I know what is the meaning of fair in love story
the best one will got the deserves one
we just simply wait for the time :)

Mr.Past-Confusion :)

How about a round of applause, a standing ovation for you sir
Mr. Past-Confusion you dont have sense
and I just dont know you, since last night you made me wondering "what the hell is this drama?"..
Man that was ugly..
you were so beautiful before today ..
what we had yesterday is a moment of pleasure
and I'm blessed it was over
Sir, dont you think that 18 is too young to be played with a guy like you
when you said 'sorry', that was a fake word ever that I've ever heard
May God forgive all of your sins and also mine, because I wrote this for you :)

My Sunday Morning (Mr.False Pretense)

Wake in the morning and I knew that you have gone
gone away with your past right on your back
you hold some roses, that bleed your hand
but you dont care of it.. you think those roses are beautiful
your eyes wont see something in front of you you just saw whats right behind you
you live with something that doesnt belong to you
you cry but you smile..
through the storm you walk like a moonwalk
still you wont see whats right in front of you
people try to shout to you when you want to hit something
you dont care you just walk
Mr. false pretense what happened to you?
if you walk, mind your step, and see whats in front of you if you wont hit something
look at your hand its bleeding
dont you feel painful?
throw those roses.. there's a lot flower out there
you can take tulips, lily, sunflower they are beautiful
and they wont make your hand bleeding
they dont have thorns
dont hurted your future like you hurted yourself now
 I care about you cause I love you..
you wont see that and I knew
cause you still look whats right behind you
and I'm right in front of you

Life must go on :)

If there someone who hurted you, dont get upset although its normal if you get upset or angry cause we are a human.. but dont waste your time for it.. Life must go on.. just say " May God forgive all of your sins and also mine". that sounds ridicolous and innocent but just believe guys there's something out there who always keep an eye of us.. and He know what we are facing now.. all of our problems will back to Him.. we just have to trust Him.. This Life is so fast.. we are not belong here.. so make your time fill it with happiness, keep smile,, live with people who love you.. do whatever you like.. dont forget to say " Thanks God for everything" :D

I will be a story (just like the wind)

I came to this world just like a story
I want everyone who knew me before, they'll have their own story about me
I wont judge that will be a good story or a worst story
Just do my best and my duty as a human
I'll remember all of people in my life
there's no wall between a good people or a bad people who came in my life
they all the same
they will live in my life forever
If you love me, please make a quality time for us
because love needs a lot time to stay together
Dont send me away if you dont like me, cause I'll leave soon, I know my place
I came just like the wind.. I cant stay, cause I'm not belong here

Still about Mr. False-Pretense

This is for you Mr. False-Pretense

Just Imagine, Act, and believe

Just imagine 5 years ago or 10 years ago when you were child. We always imagine everything will be alright, Life is easy. I will be a doctor, astronout, flight attendant, engineer, or anything. I will build my own castle or my own palace where nobody could destroy it, I will be a princess waiting for my prince to come and kiss me. anything seems like in a fairytale story. to be honest, I'm one of another girl that loves fairytale story so much and I always imagine my life will be like that. maybe you'll think I'm too much but yes you're right I'm too much.. so much.. but I proud to my self because it happens when I was child so I'm normal person.

When we grown up, we face the real life. and we'll think that Life is really hard, fucking hard, and etc. there's no palace, prince/princess. I'm not be an engineer, because its hard to learn math, or not be doctor bcause to learn it needs a lot of money, not be a flight attendant cause I'm too short, or astronout cause I wear a glasses and etc. but its not problem guys,,, we have to be proud always to ourself. Maybe we will not be like what we imagine before. God know whats best for us.. all we have to do is just be what we now. face everything like we are a hero, there's no fear to fight this life. the show must go on. that means life will still running and our dream, our hope also live in our life. dont throw our dreams like we are a loser because its hard to make it happen but just simply believe that everything will be perfect at the time. all we have to do is Just Imagine, act, and believe thats all..............