Love me as I am (not a clown)

You only see a smile on my face
You only want to hear me when I laugh
what about my tears?
will you take your time just to see this tears down?
or I should keep them till they dry on their own

Love is not only about a good moment
Love is Life
Life has its ups and down
and so Love

I'm not going to hide myself that I hate to put a fake smile on you just to make you happy
thats crazy
If you love me, love me as a human
I'm a human not an "Entertainment Robot"
I can mad, bad mood, do crazy thing, silence, jealous etc
I'm just a human
so please Love me as I am
not as a Clown

Ms. Under stand

Hey baby whats up?
still got the chick on your side?
money on your purse?
people around you got a cursed?

I let you lay down on my knees
I feel your hair with a breeze
and you closed your eyes while I'm singing
just like a kid

Hey Mr. under stand
where is my grant?
I'm not your tiny penny
and I dont let you be my hubby

time after time,,
you still there naked
watch me deeped
and you still wet

you are not my husband
and I'm not Ms. Under stand

just a same story

there's a lot of book in front of me
but why do I choose that one with a grey cover
I dont know why it has catched my eyes
then I opened that book
this is not a new thing for me
I read the plot and I think I've known the ending of this story
I have read it another book with a same story and title
only the author which different
but why do I read this book eventhough I've know the story
and why do I feel courious with the ending of this story
it just a same story ..

No Past Land

Typing the first word to you just like dejavu

and foolishly why do I did it again?

nothing's new on the same track

and you

you still naked and watch me with your James Dean glossy eyes

and I, I stare at you with my Anna Wintour smile

You just like my mirror
show me what I've done
in my past time
and now I dont stand on the same track anymore
I'm in the Future
and There's no past land 

at this moment, at this time

This will be the last word for you