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Sabtu, 29 Maret 2014

Lonely girl in a single world

you're looking in and you see the girl, she lives inside the silver world
a shining silver platter... people only see a cover
she tapped her shoes around the ice
break the rules 
she doesnt try to be perfect but she already is
she hide herself inside the golden world
she even doesnt living in her age
she is living beyond the time
what people thinking now is already her thoughts
and what people barely know is already her plan 
she's living in a future and nobody ever do it
people only living in the present or the past
she wear a black tuxedo with a stilletto
no one could ban her
she leaves before dark and comes before the sun
she put all of her problems on her shoulder and walk as a supermodel
she is crying when its rain so no one could see her tears down
people living in her life but she is alone
Lonely girl in a single world.............





Rabu, 26 Maret 2014

Angel of mine

First time I saw you.. hhmm I dont think there's something on it
then, I read your profile, there I got interested by your thoughts and your viewpoint
so I sent a message on your inbox just to say that you have a good viewpoint
at that time, I got interested by yourself for the first time
then, you reply my message then we chatted after that
time after time,, we get closer and more intense
like a homework, we texted all the time
we got a huge time difference
its almost 12 hours difference .. but it wont stop us
there's no reason to give up for such a reason
our relationship is more important than a distance and time
and wait I have to tell you something
something that made me soooo happy
one day, we were in chatting in facebook
then I sent you my update with a picture about us and I tag yourself on it
you put a comment cause you love that picture
theeennn... I dont know whats on your mind when
when you listed me as your Girlfriend on Faceboook
WOW!!! thats Awesome
I thought you are affraid with a commitment, and you are not
you told me that you are looking for a future wife
oh God Thanks!!!
and after that,, you asked me to use my picture in your fb as your cover picture
Oh God what a surprise!!! that means your friend or everyone could see me in your FB
seems like you want to tell them that I'm your girlfriend
you are not hiding me to everyone in your life
thats great cause some man/ player will hide his GF
now I believe in you
I wont be affraid to be in love again
hope we could go through... untill a marriage :)
Thanks God you've sent him into my life
he has bring a joy in my day now
hope he could be my future husband
hehehee I love you!!!!!

Senin, 24 Maret 2014

My Coffee Theory

I sit facing the window when its rain, with a cup of coffee on my hand,, crossing my leg, look the rain and I'm drowning by its spots.. Tracy chapman from that music box around my ears I just sit and silence..
try to figure it out, everything was on my head they are swimming around  like fish in the aquarium.. 
I just think about what I have been done today, what I did and what I'm gonna do after this
those all materials which build my day
I'm a thinker and I should be a thinker 
but I wont be crazy because of them all, I still have a music and coffee who balanced myself
I could be strong with music in my ear and a cup of coffee in my hand
thats all!
Life is simple for me but I dont do something simple and think sloping
I'm not kind of that person
I should think deeply so I could decide something with my own
and I love that way cause my mom told me that I should be my own self so I could be responsible with what I have done just for myself
ok back to the first sentence...
what am I gonna do after this?
just watch me ..... :)

Minggu, 09 Maret 2014

Mr. Stranger

Dear Mr. Stranger
you come into my life suddenly,,
you wrote a message on me with a surprising words, sentences
I dont know why, I just replied you with so confused
I dont know what to do, but it comes so naturally
we chatted and we find better way to get closer
we texted all the time
then why do I feel I'm so weak, I cant even go without mobile on my hands
you are a stranger, still a stranger for me
but why do I feel we have been know each other for a lifetime
why do we have so many common things in life
why do you are so real
we are so much far away
difference time but why do I feel you are near by my side?
but one thing. honestly I'm still feel so confused
untill you say "am I your man now?"

Lovobhia

Dear God,,
What should I do now?
why its so confusing, so messed up
what is excatly happened now?
am I wrong?
please I just want to know so I could make a plan what I am gonna do to fix it
before its going too far
to be honest, now I'll be careful with my feeling
but why you send them all into my life?
now everything feels like an audition
everybody shows their kindness
like they are flawless
so which one should I take?
are them all fake?
so where is the real one?
the honest one
its ridicolous... really and I hate being in love with so much hesitation on it......

Rabu, 05 Maret 2014

Dear God

Dear God,
Did you hear me?
I just wanna say same with my last pray to you yesterday
did you save the good one for me?
is still there's one left for me?
just one I dont want two or more
you exactly know what happened nowadays
people going too far
far away from your rules
but I bet you I'm still follow those rules although I'm not like that preacher man
but I'm still hold my deen tight
I dont think the physical really important to me
but the inner side, thats really important
nowadays they look so much handsome, cool and so on
but what they did, what they have done, something that really far away with what appears
so I just turns off
I dont need something really perfect bcause I know it wont be perfect and never
what I'm looking for is something that is still pure and will always like that
the missing puzzle
you know something which is worth for me
you know that exactly God because you are my God :)
but somehow, I just want it soon
I just want you and hope you will answer my question and this request soon
may you reply it soon God
I'll wait here, and pray to you :)



Catch a light

Flying to the empty road
spreading wings, catch a light
there's no one, no one
I try to get through the crack of the wall
but I cant, Its too narrow
the light seems going far away
its too far away
I cant see anything, in this empty road
try to keep my wings balanced
sometimes the wind try to pull me down
but I keep my strength inside of me
and I'm survive
finally the angel come to me and stopped me
she says I have to stay here
she says I cant go forward to catch a light
because I already have it
inside of me