Lovobhia

Dear God,,
What should I do now?
why its so confusing, so messed up
what is excatly happened now?
am I wrong?
please I just want to know so I could make a plan what I am gonna do to fix it
before its going too far
to be honest, now I'll be careful with my feeling
but why you send them all into my life?
now everything feels like an audition
everybody shows their kindness
like they are flawless
so which one should I take?
are them all fake?
so where is the real one?
the honest one
its ridicolous... really and I hate being in love with so much hesitation on it......